by Dr. Heléna Kate | Oct 22, 2025 | Self Awareness & Emotional WellBeing
Hope That Doesn’t Bypass: Holding a Flame in the Season of Not-Knowing
There is a kind of hope that shines like a beacon and another that glares like a bright light in our eyes. One illuminates the path just enough for the next brave and humble step. The other tries to erase the dark altogether. In grief, we don’t need a glare. We need a steady and faithful light we can carry through the uncertainty.
This is an article about grounded hope -the kind that honors the pace of loss and refuses to try to outrun the truth of what has ended. It is not an optimistic spin. It is not “good vibes only.” Grounded hope lives close to the earth, strong enough to weather storms, gentle enough to sit by your side when the answers aren’t coming.
The temptation to outrun the dark
When our life shatters through death, the end of a relationship, the loss of a calling, or the quiet closing of a long season, we instinctively reach for solutions. Our culture rewards speed, clarity, and certainty. It often mistrusts the soft art of waiting. So, we try to fix grief with philosophies: acceptance, detachment, surrender. All true, all beautiful -and all often weaponized to speed ourselves out of feeling.
Bypassing wears many outfits. It tells us to “move on” before we’ve moved through. It quotes spiritual truths to mute very human pain. It mistakes stillness for stagnation and interprets tears as failure. In this climate, hope gets flattened into a pep talk. But real hope breathes alongside our heartbreak. It makes room.
Three distortions that masquerade as hope
- Premature reframing.
“Everything happens for a reason” may eventually reveal a kernel of truth, but expressions like this often amputate the process in their search for comfort.
- Perfection of pace.
Expecting a tidy timeline. The timing of grief is what it is. Love has no stopwatch. Neither does grief.
- Future fixation.
Constantly scanning for the next chapter can become another way to avoid the current one. Seeds germinate underground.
Grounded hope declines all three. It does not rush to meaning, dictate timing, or demand visibility. It stays with what is true now and trusts the hidden work being done.
The anatomy of grounded hope
- Humility before uncertainty
You don’t need to know how this will resolve to take the next kind step. Humility replaces certainty with presence.
- Honest contact with feeling.
Tears, anger, numbness, tenderness all belong as part of the process. When emotions move, they complete. When they’re managed into silence, they stagnate.
- A bias for small life-giving actions.
Not heroics -touchable, human-scale steps that remind your nervous system you are here and you are safe enough: opening a window, stepping outside, drinking water, phoning a friend.
- A tether to meaning.
Meaning might be prayer, nature, art, service, or memory. It is the thread you hold while walking through the dark, not to drag you out faster, but to keep you oriented to what you love.
- Willingness to be changed.
Grief is not just something we survive, it is a teacher. Grounded hope admits that who emerges from this process may not be who began and makes room for that transformation.
What grounded hope sounds like
- “I don’t have to be okay for this moment to be as it should be.”
- “I can let this wave come and go without making it my identity.”
- “I can take the next honest step, even if I don’t know the tenth.”
- “There is a life beyond this, and I don’t have to reach for it before I’m ready.”
- “When the pitcher runs dry, it will run dry. Today, I’ll keep pouring.”
Notice how each statement refuses panic while honoring pace. That is the posture we cultivate.
How to tell you’re not bypassing
- Your body feels a little softer after you practice, not braced.
- You feel more honest, not more polished.
- You can name what hurts without rushing to fix it.
- You notice tiny increments of capacity -five more minutes of presence, one more step outside.
- You don’t panic when the wave returns. You know waves ebb and flow.
If you find yourself performing “I’m fine” or over-explaining your progress, that’s your cue to slow down.
When others want you “better”
Sometimes the pressure to bypass comes from people who love us. They want our pain to stop because they care and because grief confronts their own helplessness. When that happens, you can set a gentle boundary:
- “I appreciate your care. What helps me most is listening, not solutions.”
- “I’m moving at my pace. It will take the time it takes.”
- “Would you sit with me for ten minutes without trying to change anything?”
Grounded hope is contagious. When you model it, others learn to trust the process, too.
What grows underground
Across traditions, the pattern is constant: death, descent, dormancy, and then the tender green of new life. We love the word “rebirth,” but it’s easy to miss the middle that happens in the darkness.
In your season of not-knowing, the new self is forming below awareness. It gathers toward qualities you may not be able to name yet: a different courage, a deeper compassion, a clearer sense of what matters. One day you will notice a shift and you’ll realize something within has quietly changed. That is the work of grounded hope: to keep you company until the light returns on its own terms.
Some Things to Ask Yourself
- Where am I feeling pressured—internally or externally—to be “okay”?
- What three micro-actions would feel life-giving this week?
- If I let the pitcher pour without interference, what am I afraid might happen? What support could help me tolerate that fear?
- What thread of meaning keeps me oriented when I don’t have answers?
If You Would like More on this Topic
If this spoke to you, I recorded a full Roar of Love episode on grief and initiation -how impermanence, tending the process, and the mystery of rebirth shape a resilient spiritual life. Linked here.
by Dr. Heléna Kate | Apr 9, 2021 | Dr. Heléna Kate's Blog
Oath of Sovereign Connection
I affirm to myself, for all time and in all ways, that my direct connection to source and spirit will be sovereign and unimpeded. That no external truth, whether it be personal, familial, cultural, institutional, or any other, shall dictate the terms of this direct knowing. That all alternative perspectives worthy of such will be considered and honored for their truth. As considered, they will be learned from and used to strengthen my direct connection but will never supplant my direction connection with spirit itself.
Through this, I affirm and avow that no outside source will dictate or determine what is right and good in my relationship with God/Goddess/Source or have the power to assess my moral correctness above and beyond my deepest knowing, truth, and what aligns with God/Goddess/Source itself. I choose to live in accordance with Divine Law and in devotion to the Highest Light in each and every aspect of my life. This devotion and alignment cannot and will not be mediated.
Through this, I clear any previously made bonds that are not of the Highest Light which do not uphold this sovereign connection. I ask to be made aware of and clear all agreements, inside and outside of myself, that distort or limit my direct connection with God/Goddess/Source regardless of whether well or maliciously intentioned. I forgive myself for any times or in any capacity in which I forgot and foresook my direct connection with God/Goddess/Source. I forgive any perpetrations aimed at breaking this direct connection. I ask for guidance and protection from any agreements, vows or bonds, inside and outside of myself, that do not strengthen my connection with God/Goddess/Source. I ask to see dogma, rhetoric, and all mechanisms of disempowerment for what they are and through my clarity choose a direct and sovereign connection.
I understand that affirming my sovereign connection with God/Goddess/Source is an essential. I know that I have been afraid to affirm my deep knowing and sovereign connection with spirit because I have been afraid of losing sight of my human limitations and thereby being corrupted by negative forces. I ask to see clearly the distinction between human limitation and Truth, to learn from human limitation, and to be guided by Truth both inside and outside of myself. I choose to see with eyes of benevolence and love the human limitation of myself and each person I meet regardless of spiritual rank attained, institutional backing, or even depth of wisdom. I ask that I may see the Truth in all things -especially when it comes to my own limitations- and through this remain a Guardian of the Light.
Through my actions, I choose to empower myself and all others to know my and their deepest and truest connections with spirit. I surrender my need and desire to understand or be understood, promote a way of being or seeing, or even protect and guide others in ways that are limited by my lower-self and ego. I offer myself in service of each and every being knowing their divine unmediated connection with the Highest Light and that they are God/Goddess/Source itself.
I ask that any statements made herein that are not in accordance with Truth and Divine Law be purified and that I may align with this Truth. I ask for support, guidance, and strength so that I may stand firm in these commitments. I ask for grace, humility, and love so that I may uplift and heal on my journey.
So Be It.
Amen.
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by Dr. Heléna Kate | Mar 4, 2021 | Self Awareness
The Secret to Self-Confidence
Self-confidence seems to be such a slippery thing to hold on to, as it can be heavily impacted by our environment, our experiences, and the feedback we receive from others. If only there was a self-confidence vitamin we could take every morning…
Fortunately, there is a simple system to gaining and maintaining your self-confidence, and you can add it into your daily self-care routine, right along with those other vitamins! Are you ready for the secret to self-confidence? It is having greater self-awareness – being aware of how you think, feel and act – and it has four important components:
- Know Yourself
- Understand Yourself
- Accept Yourself
- Love Yourself
Know Yourself
The first step in creating greater self-awareness is to know yourself. Do you pay attention to your thoughts, feelings and actions? This is absolutely essential, because you can\’t change what you don\’t notice.
As you move through your day, listen to your thoughts. Are they mostly positive and productive, or do you have a lot of self-criticism or other mental chatter running through your head? You may even want to carry a small notebook around with you to record your most commonly recurring thoughts.
Our feelings are highly accurate barometers of how well we are taking care of ourselves. Feelings can be triggered by our thoughts, our experiences, and our interactions with others. Notice your moods throughout the day (again, you may want to record this in your notebook), so you can get a clear picture of your emotional ups and downs – and, most importantly, what caused them.
Finally, take a good look at your actions. Do your actions support your goals, or do you find yourself distracted with trivial activities or procrastinating getting the important things done? Consider using your handy notebook to make a list of absolutely everything you do during one 24-hour period (and how much time you spend doing it). You may be amazed at how much time and energy is lost in optional or non-essential activities.
Understand Yourself
The second step in creating greater self-awareness is to understand yourself. When you take the time to notice and know your thoughts, feelings and actions, you will begin to see patterns of beliefs and behaviors. Once you recognize these patterns, it is important to explore how they were created and how they may be limiting and restricting you, rather than supporting you.
Review your list of your most common negative thoughts, and see if you can remember when they first began to appear. Perhaps you can remember a specific event in your childhood that created this thought pattern, or perhaps a particular set of thoughts sound just like your mother or father… Understanding the origin of your thought patterns and beliefs can be a powerful first step to realizing that they are not serving you and figuring out what you need to do to break free from their spell.
The only way to understand your feelings is to allow yourself to feel them – without judging, stuffing or denying them. When you feel a strong emotion, remind yourself that it is okay to feel this way. Then ask yourself what is underneath the emotion. Perhaps your feelings are trying to draw your attention to an unmet need or some unresolved pain from the past. Discovering why you feel a particular emotion helps you to understand yourself and ultimately take better care of yourself.
You may want to review your 24-hour activity list, paying extra attention to those activities that could be considered an unproductive use of your time, energy and focus. What excuses, explanations or justifications did you tell yourself to make it “okay” to choose these activities over something else? What kind of motivation, support or resources would have made a difference in helping you make healthier or more productive choices? Understanding how and why you select which actions you take throughout your day will help you to remain more conscious (and conscientious) about your activities.
Accept Yourself
The third step in creating greater self-awareness is to accept yourself. As you gain a greater understanding of your thoughts, feelings and actions, it becomes easier to lessen your self-judgments and become more self-compassionate. Accept yourself for who and how you are in the moment, know that you don\’t have to be perfect, and maintain a steady momentum of personal development to bring you even closer to your ideal you.
It can be challenging to quiet negative mental chatter and focus your thoughts in more healthy directions. Don\’t beat yourself up when you get into a mental funk – that\’s just creating more criticism and judgment! Instead, take a deep breath and redirect your attention to more constructive thoughts. Since your brain can only hold one thought at a time, you may want to create a list of affirmations or positive statements to say out loud or silently to yourself to replace any negativity.
Give yourself permission to notice and feel your feelings, and be gentle with yourself when you feel vulnerable. Notice if you need support in expressing and releasing your emotions and find a healthy way to get that support, whether it is with friends and family, your spiritual community, counseling, or another resource.
Choose your actions wisely. Seek a balance between productive activities that will bring you closer to your goals, and recreational activities that will nurture and energize you. Reward yourself when you do something spectacular or achieve a big goal, and forgive yourself if you have a frustrating or unproductive day.
Love Yourself
The fourth step in creating greater self-awareness is to love yourself. When you choose to accept yourself, rather than judge yourself, it\’s easier to notice your good qualities and celebrate your successes. You\’ll grow to like the person you are, and then one day you\’ll wake up and realize that you\’re in love with your life and yourself!
Your thoughts will be loving and supportive, and you will have a much more positive outlook. Your emotions will flow freely, and you will feel comfortable expressing your wants and needs. Your actions will be in alignment with your goals and dreams, and you will feel empowered to live your life to the fullest.
When you know yourself, understand yourself, accept yourself, and love yourself, you will naturally be more self-confident. Incorporate these four steps into your daily routine, and you will be amazed at how much better you feel about yourself and the world around you!
Shannon Lee, The Stuck Spot Remover, is the Director of the Self-Awareness Institute and the founder of Inner Harmonies. Shannon is a personal growth expert with over 20 years of experience in helping people to identify and overcome their obstacles to happiness, success and well-being. Visit her website at www.SelfAwarenessInstitute.com
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by Dr. Heléna Kate | Nov 27, 2020 | Dr. Heléna Kate's Blog
Gratitude and appreciation are two powerful weapons we can use against depression and anxiety.
In fact, Dan Baker writes in his book, What Happy People Know, that it is impossible to be in a state of appreciation and fear at the same time.
Here, then, are some ways we can cultivate gratitude.
1. Keep a gratitude journal.
According to psychologists such as Sonja Lyubomirsky at the University of California-Riverside, keeping a gratitude journal —where you record once a week all the things you have to be grateful for — and other gratitude exercises can increase your energy, and relieve pain and fatigue. In my daily mood journal, I make a list of each day’s “little joys,” moments that I would fail to appreciate if I didn’t make myself record them, such as: “holding my daughter’s hand on the way to the car,” “a hot shower,” “helping my son with his homework.” This exercise reminds me of all the blessings in my life I take for granted and encourages me to appreciate those mundane moments that can be sources of joy.
2. Use the right words.
According to Andrew Newberg, M.D. and Mark Robert Waldman, words literally can change your brain. In their book, Words Can Change Your Brain, they write: “a single word has the power to influence the expression of genes that regulate physical and emotional stress.” Positive words, such as “peace” and “love,” can alter the expression of genes, strengthening areas in our frontal lobes and promoting the brain’s cognitive functioning. According to the authors, they propel the motivational centers of the brain into action and build resiliency.
3. Remember.
“Gratitude is the heart’s memory,” says the French proverb. Therefore, one of the first steps to thankfulness is to remember those in our lives who have walked with us and shown kindness for deeds big and small. I have been extremely fortunate to have so many positive mentors in my life. At every scary crossroad, there was a guardian or messenger there to help me find my way. The mere exercise of remembering such people can cultivate gratitude in your life.
4. Write thank-you letters.
According to psychologist Robert Emmons at the University of California at Davis, author of Thanks! How the New Science of Gratitude Can Make You Happier, a powerful exercise to cultivate gratitude is to compose a “gratitude letter” to a person who has made a positive and lasting influence in your life.
Emmons says the letter is especially powerful when you have not properly thanked the person in the past, and when you read the letter aloud to the person face to face. I do this as part of my holiday cards, especially to former professors or teachers who helped shape my future and inspired me in ways they might not know.
5. Hang with the winners.
Peer pressure never really goes away, you know. Studies show that married folks hanging out with happy couples are more likely to stay married themselves; that if your friends eat well, their willpower will rub off on you; and that if you surround yourself with optimists, you will end up more positive than if you keep company with a bunch of whiners. By merely sitting next to a person who likes the words “thank you,” there is a high probability that you will start using those words as well.
6. Give back.
A while back I wanted to repay a former professor of mine for all his encouragement and support to me throughout the years. However, nothing I could do would match his kindness. No letter of appreciation. No visit to his classrooms. So I decided I would help some young girl who fell into my path in the same way that he helped me. I would try to help and inspire this lost person just as he had done for me.
Giving back doesn’t mean reciprocating favors so that everything is fair and the tally is even. That’s the beauty of giving. If someone does an act of kindness for you, one way to say thanks is to do the same for another.
Originally posted on Everyday Health.
by Dr. Heléna Kate | Jul 1, 2019 | Dr. Heléna Kate's Blog
To live is to embrace a paradox that affects many areas of our lives, including our relationships with ourselves; we are at once ourselves and unaware of our true nature
Being who we are is quite straightforward in one way and yet so multi-faceted and complex that we spend our whole lives figuring it out.
Rediscovering who we truly are requires watching ourselves in action: what are we drawn to, what lights us up, and what leaves us feeling flat. Our emotions and interests are the best guides to our essential nature.
The process of self-discovery (or rediscovery, depending on how you want to look at it) can be a beautiful and at times challenging process during which we learn both to honor our deeper nature and to accept ALL of who we are. This includes our limited, broken, confused, and less inspired parts.
Self-acceptance is loving it all.
Reclaiming the self can’t happen without self-acceptance. We cannot have a real connection with our essence while disowning parts of who we are. We are again in paradox. Our deeper nature is not riddled with human flaws, but to truly live it, we need to embrace those flaws that do exist.
Self-acceptance does not come easy to most of us. It is not like we go to a workshop and walk out the door with self-acceptance. Instead, it seems to grow steadily and slowly, building imperceptibly under the surface at first and then showing us its strong roots.
We can work at accepting ourselves in a similar way to how we might learn to be more accepting of others. We can try to understand what they are thinking & feeling; walk a mile in their shoes. We can empathize with their challenges & see beauty in the complexity of their way of being. We can strengthen our self-acceptance by choosing ourselves in the present moment and removing the need to fix ourselves or become something else.
We can enjoy the quirks and the challenges instead of seeing them as obstacles. Self-acceptance allows us to see who we are clearly —to look ourselves straight in the face and own it—all of it.
Self-acceptance means that we do not push to the side those aspects of ourselves that we don’t like, marginalizing them to such a degree that even while we see so much we do like in ourselves, we have this heavy feeling that we are still unlovable.
Slowly, we love ourselves when and where we feel most unlovable; step by step we heal.
