This quiet drifting away from love, from truth, from God, happens to many of us. Whether through heartbreak, hardship, betrayal, or the gradual wear of life’s disappointments, we can find ourselves walking at a distance from the very essence that which makes us feel most alive.

But, the path back is always available.

It is paved not with overcoming or even resolving—but with remembrance, humility, forgiveness, and the simple yet radical act of choosing love again.

Love as a Return to God

When I speak of love, I don’t mean sentiment or fleeting emotional warmth. I mean capital-L Love—the force that created everything and holds everything together. To return to Love is to return to God. And to return to God is to return to your own essence. There is no separation between these.

Love is the thread that runs through our very being. It is not outside of us. It is of us. And yet, somewhere along the way, something gets in the way.

What I’ve noticed—both in my own journey and in the lives of those I work with—is that it’s often the experiences of pain, disillusionment, or unhealed beliefs that build walls between us and the divine. We may not know it at the time, but we begin to withhold. We protect. We retreat.

Sometimes that wall is built from grief. Other times, it’s constructed out of subtle, long-standing resentment—maybe even toward God. We might not want to admit it, but somewhere deep down we can feel angry, abandoned, or betrayed by Life. And so we pull away. We try to reclaim autonomy. And in doing so, we unknowingly block the very thing we’re longing for: union.

The Invitation to Want Again

There comes a moment—and it can be a quiet one—where something inside us says, “Enough already.”
It’s not always dramatic. It might not come with a lightning bolt of clarity. But it carries a depth that’s unmistakable.

It’s the moment we want to want again.
Not just to function, or to manage, or to feel a little bit better—but to reconnect with the Source of Love itself.

This moment of willingness is powerful. It is a sacred turning point. And it sets everything in motion.

What follows may look like a breakdown or a breakthrough. It may come with tears, release, resistance, or surrender. But underneath it all is a softening—a dissolving of barriers, a choice to stop holding ourselves apart.

And when we choose—even in our trembling, even in our uncertainty—to return to Love, we are met. Every time.

Forgiveness, Surrender, and the Radiance of Grace

Returning to Love requires that we release the barriers we once believed we needed. It asks us to forgive—not only others, but ourselves. It asks us to let go of our pride, our need to be right, our grasping for control. It invites us to surrender to what has always been true: Love has never left us. We are the ones who turned away.

That realization is not meant to shame. It is meant to empower.

Because if we are the ones who built the barrier, we are also the ones who can dismantle it. Love is not something we need to earn. God is not waiting to punish us. Spirit has been here all along, patient, present, and infinitely kind.

The grace that flows from this realization is like nothing else. It fills the heart, realigns the soul, and restores a kind of trust that can’t be taught—only remembered.

Coming Home to Yourself

As we return to Love, we don’t just reconnect with God—we also reconnect with our own wholeness.
We remember who we are beyond the roles, beyond the wounds, beyond the striving.

We remember that we are the children of God. That we are made of the same Light we once searched for outside ourselves. And from this place of remembering, we live differently.

We become more anchored. More graceful. More able to hold others in compassion because we are no longer striving to fill the empty places inside.

We begin to embody love. Not perform it. Not earn it. But be it.

Let This Be Your Moment

If you find yourself feeling disconnected, hardened, or weary—let this be your moment to return.
Let yourself want again. Let yourself feel again. Let yourself believe, even slightly, that Love is here.

You do not need to know exactly how to come home. You just need to choose it.
The path will reveal itself as you walk.

And if all you can say today is, “I want to want to return to Love,” that is more than enough.
Love will meet you there.